Lack of activity

sorry guys.
it seems i forgot what it means to take time for myself.
the med school is exhausting (i chnaged university and now i am in 3 study years at the same time ... i feel like hermoine granger in her third year in hogwarts... ).
i dind't draw or wrote in the last weeks ..or months... and i feel that this is not good for me.
after writing and failing my exam tomorrow i try to come back to myself again. why i knwo i will fail? because i had no time for learning pharmacology - i had in the last 3 weeks 7 exams. and no time for learning this really big amount of stuff.
well ....well....
i try to give my best. maybe the odds will be in my favor....