I told you before i was an epitaph chapter 4

So last week i read the fanfiction "I told you before i was on epitaph" after cosplayer Fahrlight gave me the link. (Thank you for this.

This fanfiction was a rollercoaster of feels. It was.... i still have not the right words to describe it worthy. I am still stunned. I don't know why i survived this.

In this fanfiction (obviously a Thorki fic) there was one scene which is burned into my mind into eternity :
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He gently kisses him again and nods. Loki smiles weakly and makes his way around the bed, slipping in beside Fen and stroking his soft, fine hair. Thor climbs in, shifting Sleipnir gently further into the middle and wincing when the little boy frowns and mumbles in his sleep. He lies on his side, facing Loki across the two softly dozing children and smiles tiredly, reaching for his hand. Loki reaches across and their fingers entwine. The gentle sound of the boys slumbering breathing, soft huffs and sighs, soon lull them into sleep themselves, hands still clasped together, embracing the children lovingly."


Well...you need to read in the context to understand why this was so touchy (btw:I am not a Thorki-Fan or ship both characters with each other in any way .... well..if you look through my gallery you will get in toich with a certain Lady named Sigyn....but this is not important here..anyway...just mentioning it)

The children are drawn like they were described in chapter three ...
"For the first time, Thor is able to sit back and take in the events, and the company he's suddenly found himself with. Sleipnir can only be around four, if that. He has curly, strawberry-blond hair, dramatically different from Loki's jet black, sleek locks, his eyes are a rich hazel, a marbling of warm brown and deep olive green. He seems confident and relaxed, but from the way he keeps giving Fen bits of pancake and checking if he wants juice, it's clear that he sees it as his role to look after the toddler. Fen, on the other hand, is much quieter, clinging to Loki and barely making a sound once he's settled. He's barely more than a baby – one and a half, two perhaps – and his big, timid eyes are a stunning translucent green, an unusal combination with his sandy blond hair."


I copied enough...you have to read it! You can find this excellent and awesome written modern AU fanfiction here : archiveofourown.org/works/8796…

But read the warnings at the beginning to be sure if you really want to read it or not. I said, that i am not a thorki-shipper, but anyway i enjoyed reading this fanfiction and i am glad i did it - i can't remember when i had last such gosebumps!